PSYCHOGLAMORAMA

4:59pm: Blotterbot
My new music project "Blotterbot", is shaping up incredible. I think by the end of this year I will have recorded the 6 song demo, played a few shows, and maybe built a small fanbase. I'ts Noise-Alt and it's probably the best thing I've done with music. I want people to hear it. the EP will mostly be called "Deathno Tech-Metal" and the opening track, "Monochromatic speech alternator" is a lot of fun to play. Hopefully just as fun to listen to. The blotterbot is what I've been calling the system I'm playing it with (a 100 watt peavy trans tube amp, a casio sk-1 sampling keyboard, 2 guitars, a mic, a drum machine, and a bass) because I am acknowledging its digital side and its organic side. I hope that at some point you will all experience the power of the Hallucinogen-robot.Feel free to ask what you can do to support Blotterbot, and keep her up and running. :::End Transmission::

3:28pm: a breath of fresh booze
Lately I've felt like shit. But that all changed on a drunken night of debauchery in canada with my man franchise. I felt like everyone hated me and that when I got back up to school i would have no friends, like i have been cut out. I mean with two of my best friends not returning next year (both of which were going to live with me) how could I not think that. Well everything is fine now. I got so rip roaring wasted with my man nutt that it made me realize that even if alot of people dont like me anymore a couple people still do. I'm looking forward to seeing my boys Nutt, Pat, Brunner, Gepford, Diddy, Harmer, and I'm sure that a few of the people i think hate me actually don't and i might see them too. I hope all the other centralites are excited for next year because no matter what we'll make it the shit. holla.

4:55pm: Robert Johnson: King of the Delta Blues Singers
Today I got to thinking. What is the time I spend on earth worth. I'll never change the way people think or act. I take into account people who have made a difference John Wilkes Booth, John Waters, John Wayne Gacy, Ed Gein, etc. Why is it that when I consider what it takes to change the wolr my first thoughts are of those who have killed or done something wicked to change society. I have come to the conclusion that if we want to change the world, we as a generation, we have to uproot and destroy the norm. We have to offend, apall, and possibly kill what we consider normal. And from here on out I will not listen to what seams reasonable in my head, I will act on the instincts that iced Abe Lincoln, made trash pictures , and killed innocent girls and stuck them in a house crawlspace to change the world like the afforementioned. Lately it occurred to me that everyone I care for thought me disposable so now it's time to take the trash out, myself. I'm going to change the world and those people who through me away will dig through their garbage to recover my tattered remains. "there's a bruise in the back of the pews, I am not an asshole I'm just a little confused" -Aesop Rock "Holy Smokes"

10:46am: Foreshadowing and the crumbling mind
I called it didn't I. Cyanide. "Gimme gimme gimme shock treatment!". haha. I'm looking ahead and I'm seeing nothing. I'm looking behind and I'm feeling ignorant. I'm looking up and I'm proving his non-existance. I'm looking down and I'm not on the ground. When girls telephone boys.

1:10am: the deader the better
It feels like something is happening that I should know about that I don't. Like something strange (and or upsetting) is going on and I am either completely oblivious or just choosing to ignore it. It's really eating at me. I need to figure out what it is. I have a tendency of ignoring things that I shouldn't just because I know they will piss me off. Extreme Paranoia. Oh well.

12:09am: everlasting godstopper
If everyone is reading the posts on these things doesn't it seem like you could start big hoaxes on these things. like for example if you wanted to make up a whole story on this about getting attacked by a large beast (namely a sasquatch, werewolf, or large alien) you could hint towards in your posts. You could say "I haven't able to sleep for a week...not since last tuesday...". Then in a later post just completely come out of the closet with the event "I can't take it anymore, someone needs to know I was attacked by an enormous hairy savage monster last tuesday". You could edit pictures on photoshop that appeared to be you being ravaged by a humongous atrocious being (taken by your "cousin") and pass them out. Then when you were on a Sci-Fi channel special everyone that read the blog could talk about it on Sci-Fi...Are you guys thinking what I'm thinking...Oh wait I think I may have just messed up our plan...fuck


The previous was a post I've been thinking about for a while. I am sorry I posted this...Shout out to Nina

12:44pm: waste of skin
Today at the annual Garage Sale day in my neighborhood (how suburban) I purchased second hand copies of Wishmaster, Robocop, Batman, and This is Spinal Tap. What a good selection of used VHS tapes. It's the only thing I have right now. No call back after the interview for Donut-making. I'm I really that unqualified? I can't find a god forsaken job. I feel like I'm good for nothing. I know I claimed I would never brood on this thing (blog that is) but this really frickin sucks. My parents are further up my ass than suppositories. I'm trying though. I've submitted like 25 apps. Man I suck. I'm really lonely too and I'm smelly...I could keep going but you all know this stuff.

9:18pm: Berkley: Rat Problem Not That Bad.
Holy shit. It looks like I might be making Donuts at Kroger from Midnight to 4 in the morn, for money. Could it get any better than that. HAHAH. I'm sorry folks but I'm taking this job for the sole reason that it would give me grounds to say "Oh yeah, I spent my summer making Donuts in the middle of the night for dolla$". Anyone else, if offered this job, would say "Fuck that shit!" but not me, I want to make donuts...at kroger... till 4 in the morning. My parents are going to be so proud, as if they aren't already. btw- My parents think I'm a joke. It appears that joke is only getting more and more funny. Also I recently discovered that the video store by me rents out episodes of Tales from the Crypt, how dope is that? So dope I got crack fiends licking the palms of my hands. Slay on.

11:34pm: blelagon
I never post on this. I dont really have much to say. but here are my wishes: I wish they would put Tales from the Crypt on DVD (I've emailed HBO several times on the matter), I wish that Hollywood video wasnt a Drug testing job (because honestly do kids who don't smoke pot actually know anything about movies),I wish Nina didn't live so far (because, granted, i see her almost every other day, i wish i could see her every day), and finally i wish that Pat would stop making my stuffed gorilla do sick sexual things ( as sexy as it may be I'm starting to question Beastiality). Sorry

4:53pm: Ed Wood
Today i watched the tim burton film Ed Wood. first and foremost it was an excellent film. It was simply awesome to watch Martin Landau portray Bela Lugosi (Bela being one of my idols). And the actor that played Tor Johnson should get an award for how uncannilly he resembled the late actor. But what i got most out of the film is hope, I am an aspiring film direct/writer and to see the story of a director/writer/actor/producer that critics considered a hack but that fans eventually worshipped and loved made me see something; No matter what amount of stars, money, and production value you put into a film it all boils down to the fact that theres an audience for everything. It made me realize that its people like me that are keeping the art of film alive by going to my local video store and renting every fucking horror movie they carry and making myself finish them no matter how shitty they are and giving respect where respect is due. So next time you dont have anything to do, go to your local video rental shop and rent a few films you normally wouldnt watch and watch them. And if your friends or family show up and ask you why you are watching a horrendous atrocity of a film say to them "shhhh, I'm trying to watch this".

4:52pm: Garden State
I watched garden state yesterday, what a horrible movie. i could have written that movie while being sodomized by geese. it was an utter and complete atrocity, anybody who liked that movie obviously is just jumping on this recent bandwagon of supposed "indie" films that fox searchlight and focus films have been releasing of late. sure some of those pics are good for example lost in translation was good as was eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, but for god sake dont just claim to like a movie because its "cutting edge" because thats all i could hear from people about garden state and that movie was just about the most shallow, retarded movie i have ever seen.

5:21pm: What is this thing?
Uh... people are always talking about this thing and i dont know what it is. I guess I'll try it out. so...i just type in what I'm thinking and If I'm gothic or whatever i just sit and brood and type mean things on here. well im not really mad right now so ill say what im thinking. Im at home for the holidays in ann arbor and i really want to see all my buddies from central. Ive been listening to alot of alice in chains lately, its really sad that layne staley died he was quite possibly one of the most incredible voices of our time. ok I'm done...thats it? I dont get like a response or nothing? I hope somebody reads this thing...